4 posts tagged “friends”
So, I told the Irishman that I only feel platonic towards him. I asked him about what he meant on his blog and he said he wasn't sure if I was expecting him to kiss me or not.
The only thing I feel bad about is that our entire conversation was over text messages. I tried to call him, but he wouldn't answer his phone. For some reason he just loves communicating through SMS.
And that's that. No dates lined up. I'm in a dating funk anyway.
Is it selfish of me to be happy that my friend FINALLY ends her relationship with her horrible Ex because I finally have a single girlfriend who can hang out with me?
I really hated her Ex.
Now I have a potential buddy in crime - dating crime. She's still broken hearted about the end of this long-term relationship, but I'm thinking of all the wonderful possibilities. Now she can buy whatever shoes she likes without being critized by her Ex. Now I have someone who will try speed dating with me. Maybe I can even get her to try S Factor which has been the most rewarding thing I've done for myself in a long time.
Single can be so much fun as soon as you remember what you left behind when you got into that relationship - yourself.
Tonight I was raging. RAAAAAAGING. And over something that only I could possibly rage about - being ignored. Not by a boy, but by my friend who was on the phone with our mutual friend. Mutual Friend just got back from Spain and is in town for a short time before moving to another country with her fiance forever.
And I was being ignored. Left out. When do I get to talk to Mutual Friend?
So, I stormed off to rage; I went home and fought traffic in a road rage; and circled my neighborhood looking for parking while raging.
Why do I do this? Ugh.
No boys this weekend. Work Crush is out of town. Thank goodness. Things are getting kind of...weird...between us.
Made the mistake of mentioning my DK overnighter to G. I haven't been keeping her up to date with my exploits with him, so when I mentioned it she was shocked - she thought he was out of the picture.
You saw him?!
I've been seeing him.
I don't want to talk about him. He really pisses me off.
Well, I don't like your boyfriend either, so you shouldn't be saying anything about my fuck buddy.
Which brings me to why I'm writing this post - how much of my decisions are based on what my friends think, and should I really be listening to them when they clearly don't have the ideal relationship either? I have only two girlfriends who are in great, healthy relationships. All my other girlfriends have some sort of gripe, but stick with it which I never understood. Well, I guess I do now because why would I be sticking with DK for so long?
It's so much easier to judge and make good decisions for someone else. When it comes to your own life everything gets muddled up.
No one knows what really goes on between me and DK but me and DK. I make decisions for myself, good or bad. I'm having a good time. I'll deal with the consequences later.
